i fucking cant take this anymore my mind is going crazy! 2 sum it up i left the most awesome person in the world who loves me so fucking much(cliff) 4 some guy who i used 2 love, someone who broke my heart and cheated on me w/ someone eles(alex). then i started dating cliff again but 4 days later i left him AGAIN for alex. its like alex has this string tied 2 my heart and even if he cut my legs off i would probly still lve him...why i dont know. but i keep going back anf frorth at least 9 times aday about who i want and its so hard because if i went 2 cliff i would really need him now and i cant have him 4 3 mouths cuz his sports at school. but if i took alex now he would hate me cuz i already put him through so fucking much. but if i was w/ him i would think about alex all the time. 2day alex was saying if i dont pick him soon then he is going 2 give up.ass hole! cliff live 30 min.s away and is way into sportd but loves and cares about me alot. alex live 10 mins away doesnt do sports and i think he really loves me everyone eles says he loves my butt but oh well...PLEASE HELP ME IF U KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO!!!!